Axl Folie - Merry Christmas lyrics

[Verse 1] It's Christmas and my heart keep throbbing This feeling in my chest is a problem Im a mess, i'm depressed, I'm wobbling My uncle sent me a text he ain't calling He just asked what i'm doing in the morning (I text back) Ima roll thru in the morning (He text back) He got work later on and He ain't even sure if he won't me rolling Cuz he a mess around people heartbroken Cuz his wife just pa**ed and time going Just a lil to slow for the old man and He ain't even old man He 50 54 53 I don't really know but he probably on his knees Yelling at the sky hands up like please Help me find a tiny little bit of peace He was never ready to mouth R.I.P I was never ready to mouth R.I.P We was never ready to mouth R.I.P So for me its rest in roses Auntie And now he in the house home alone in the sheets My Auntie used to lay in the bed so neat But now he left all to himself Cuz he much rather be alone in his home thats not home anymo' Probably getting turnt off his a** in the morn' Probably popping all of the wine in the morn' Might get too drunk then hop in the Volvo Start swerving through the city going fast thinking slow-mo [Chorus] I hope that this is just a scenario But d**h can get real real scary tho I hope that this is just a scenario But d**h can get real real scary bro [Verse 2] Cancer is a b**h got a young n***a pissed I ain't shed one tear when I got that text And when I called right away off sheer reflex All I could say is "everything okay?" Still crazy saying that my Auntie pa**ed Gotta do what she asked Remember her for the past Forget about the cancer, just remember the past Like the first Christmas that we had Back when things weren't really that, bad I asked for a keyboard to try and make beats It got put in storage last year I looked for it But i'll never forget that look I seen She was sitting down right in front of me Eyes dead center focused on my scene I looked up for a second couldn't make one beat She laughed and she smiled said it's okay You got a future on you you'll have your day My uncle real strong lot of love in his chest So when I ask how he doing Course he say his best Can't hear it in his voice so I gotta go see him But I got work in the morning so I know I can't see him If I skip work then I'm skipping on cash And I don't want to be the dealer doing that pa** I'd rather be the man that a son want to be I'd rather be the man thats heard in the streets I'd rather be that n***a that k** any beat I'd rather be the boy that they call Lucky Meech So 2016 when my mixtape drop Ima need any and everyone to help me plot Lost In Traslation LIT coming real soon I hope you f** with it cuz it's time to make moves Merry Christmas [Outro] Merry Christmas(x7)