AWEYK - Love urself lyrics

Tell me that i’m stupid And that you hate me I think ima lose it I’m going crazy These pills got me drooling Everything hazy I don’t follow rules b*tch My body aching I just wanna be alone all by myself Ima get it on my own i don’t need no help I had to get off the drugs so i could find myself I had to give up your love so i could love myself All right all right goodnight Ima tell u ima end my life Ima tell u that i’ll be just fine They gon tell 911 i might die Hear em at the door now the cops outside Watching my blood pour down my knife They gon try tell me that they care Wеll when i was dying on the floor therе was no one there They just feel responsible but they don’t really care They think i’m a failure and the pressure got em scared I just throw away my life and hope to make them feel bad Now i’m getting lost every night i can’t find my way back I don’t wanna do what they want me to I just wanna sit alone in my room Life been getting hectic but it’s nothing new I could never listen i dropped out of school Now i’m trapping at the crib This the life i chose to live And i’m looking like a bum But i don’t really give a sh*t All the drugs that make me numb Got me actin like a kid And i don’t really got no friends Bcus my friends they always dip And whenever i try to talk they do not listen They just gon tell me shut up and quit the b*tching They just gon tell me that i need a new prescription Ima pop these pills i’m not prescribed and i start twitching