AwareNess - Calm. Died lyrics

(Time) April 16th 2006 (AwareNess) Calm died (AwareNess) Chris went crazy (Time) Awareness was along for the ride (AwareNess) Time was behind the wheel Cussing up a storm (Time) Chavo was in the pa**enger seat His temper was a little warm I used to hate everyone Now I say f** everyone They're either patronizers or liers Strapping me to the stake With their handshakes fueling the fire They like to smile but they're all deceivers They'll promise company then be the first to leave ya But along the way we've met a few believers, bless em all I promise you'll be on the guest list With front row seats on the bleachers You supported us Ever since we dedicated our lives to speakers I tried to be one but kept blowing em out Plus I couldn't hear what I was saying Cause the monitors never work, so I'm sorry if I shout I'm not really mad, just pissed off We made a couple goals but still having trouble With crossing the checklist off I've seen bad knees, lung surgeries and tour poverty But I don't give a f**, I just cough it off You were right, were underground cause we s** 5 years later AwareNess and Time still not signed Or giving 3 f**s When is the non existent calm album coming out they say But before speaking for others ambitions Accomplish something for yourself that day They say its all about getting drunk and smoking weed But I'm sick of watching people's nose bleed Lovers cheat, and girls waking up to find out about an Unexpected pregnancy (baby just cough it off) When they lost me, I found myself Now they wonder why I don't party anymore I got a party in my soul, its called music I got an after party in my heart, it's called love Bring on the juice and cookies ima write this next song in Blood Let me eat now, cause I know the worms'll eat me later Go ahead and stab me at the next show You'll be doing our record sales a favor I don't really know what fame is, but I wouldn't mind being Rich I respect women a cowards the only I refer to as a b**h And I hate people who talk sh** And say they're just joking They're so full of it I'm surprised their tonsils arent choking You're right, we're independent cause we're not good enough To be on a label But time's have changed Instead of ripping up contracts I simply delete em in my e-mail I'm sick of battling everyone's cousin Every emcee thinks they're the best I used to think that too until I found out I wasn't Everyone else wants to put you in a category And tell you whats wrong with you But all I can say is shut the f** up And let the song do what it do This is AwareNess, his soul speaks through beats and drums I go by Time the one who fights with his tongue And if we ever stop doing what we love Go ahead and pull the trigger twice on your gun This is for your Anti-Smiles Your depression and fear This is Calm. a pill in your ear Dont worry we'll probably dissolve in a year Cause calm. died calm. died calm. died