Awaken I Am - Capture lyrics

I'm lost I'm shallow I'm crushed I'm hollow Expectations amounted all on my own Under standards I've made And I'm yet to learn I have faltered in a maze Of misdirect I'm heartless, resentful With no love and no return Moving in circles I forgot what I once was I forgot what I want to be Moving in order This stone was once a fortress A trinket in my chest I see a widening fire It was selfish and narrow Living with awareness Once repeating Patiently we waited Time goes on Save all these years in an echo Waste them on ears That are indisposed Like I'm waiting for my Body to grow older