Avoid. - 24 lyrics

“There's only miracles in stories and I'm no lucky kid It's hard to heal a body but I know how to damage it” “I'm sorry to let you down, I never meant it at all, I'm sorry to let you down I'm sorry to let you down, it's how it always goes, I'm sorry to let you down” “One fix for the night I'll save my others for the weekend Take my picture, watch me fall as I sink into the deep If history is serving, it is serving all it has There's no tourniquet in healing the wounds of a broken man You tell me there's hope, I rarely see the light of day With blackened lungs and substanced blood I find it hard to believe” “I'm sorry to let you down, I never meant to at all, I'm sorry to let you down I'm sorry to let you down, it's how it always goes, I'm sorry to let you down” “Will you leave me like the d** I take? Shoot me up to numb the feeling Rock bottom is a home to me Cover me up and let me sleep Saving face only worsens things I'll be gone again for the holidays Tell Grandma I love her so But all my highest highs are all your lowest lows” “I drank the poison despite the warning It holds me tight and the noose on my neck, it chokes It leaves me screaming, squirming, gasping for breath Sometimes I think that I might find true purpose in d**h, I regret” “The worry I left on a family unrest, one thing to another, an awful chain of events All started from the day I was born, I should've known to never count on troubled friends, now you mourn for me”