Avoid-A-Void - A Hell of Heaven lyrics

Noone becomes as fast as you So near to me I'm so close to you Can anyone be happy like I'm with you? Make sure that's no dream Tell me it's all true Those feelings so present but so unreal Even sadness is beautiful That's what I feel Everytime when I see you Got a smile on my face Could this be true? Every new day so shiny and bright Even the rain seems to hold me tight Should I think that is normal Can I hope that's real That's what I feel This is for me who cannot forget Denying our sin by dying with it A hell of heaven Or a heaven of hell So cruel and beautiful That's what you gonna tell I never thought that we could be What we've become numb to the other one My heart aches to keep it sacred My heart breaks between this love and hatred I bled for you, this time you bleed for me Cause you can't keep what you set free This is for you who cannot forgive My ruin is yours and the way we live A hell of heaven Or a heaven of hell So cruel and beautiful That's what I wanna tell