Aviators - Shadows lyrics

Nightmares and white lies Shadows behind my eyes The beast within leaves me terrified I've tried to let it fade The monster I've made But it's creeping in from all sides I'm still looking for the truth Still hoping to find you Somehow I've got to find what's right Scared I will run away I'm losing hope today I can't tell the shadows from the light Secrets and darkness I can't escape this Disease eating at my mind The untamed side of me My own enemy I hold in a prison inside I'm still looking for the truth Still hoping to find you Somehow I've got to find what's right Scared I will run away I'm losing hope today I can't tell the shadows from the light Watching, waiting, lights are fading Loving, hating, words degrading I can't fight the shadows within me Feeling hopeless, chaos rising Pain sets in as a part of me is dying My soul has grown too dark to see I'm still looking for the truth Still hoping to find you Somehow I've got to find what's right Scared I will run away I'm losing hope today I can't tell the shadows from the light