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I've been warring with myself I've wrestled these ideas and all these things I've felt And I don't feel any better The war goes on but whatever We all think too much I guess I sat here just hoping that all these things you were throwing Would rea**ure my uncertainties I start to choose a direction When you shake your head and I question the steps I start to take And I'm sure the view is breathtaking If I could only step to that ledge They take a picture of you at the top Did you smile when the flash went off? If I stop to catch my breath could you please slow up? Because it hurts that much when my lungs are numb If I hint at giving in, remind me I'm strong And I need to be where I want to belong It takes time to feel sure about this Security is something I can't quite grab a hold of yet I start to lose my direction when you choke on your words And I question the steps I start to take Words are not necessary. So instead of that could you maybe Just let me go my way? They take a picture of you at the top Did you smile when the flash went off? If I stop to catch my breath could you please slow up? Because it hurts that much when my lungs are numb If I hint at giving in, remind me I'm strong And I need to be where I want to belong I'm naked for the world And it's chilling to be outside Where I can't see anything in front of me clearly It's a right of pa**age Like a child in it's adolescence It's a pa**ing storm and I can only wait it out So I wait it out, with our without you If I stop to catch my breath could you please slow up? Because it hurts that much when my lungs are numb If I hint at giving in, remind me I'm strong And I need to be where I want to belong I'm naked for the world And it's chilling to be outside Where I can't see anything in front of me clearly