Avec Tristesse - Next Step: Another Illusion lyrics

In this alienated world it's f**ing hard to live You don't know who's in or out, nor where you've to fit in And when you think on who is out, it makes sense suddenly Just after false conclusions it gets pretty clear to see: You've betrayed yourself This is my way A restricted world formed around me This is our way What binds us all in total despair To leave this process is practically impossible The hardest battle of all time is the one you fight against yourself It endures for a whole lifetime and there is no time left to die Because running, oh, that would be very easy But today I realize what really matters Is accepting the fact that I'm part off all this What once again binds me to you! I can't take this "love" no more Where people feel pity for me And merely for a lapse I could forget it all Create realities but I'm tired of this power so false Hate, madness, deception, sadness Are not enough to delude me any more The real responsible has now just come forth Always so close and coward From now on you can really grow I despise this false love People feel for me you know