Avalanche City - The Silence lyrics

I remember a conversation, at a restaurant With a friend of mine, he’d a successful mind And he told me of his life And the plans he’d made to come this far Had gone so well and now we’re all so proud of him And he told me how But I couldn’t bear to listen Cause all my life I’ve heard Of the dreams of the organized To be the best in the company To win the awards but that’s not me Cause all my life all I ever wanted Was a love that lasted longer than the silence All my life, all my life Was a love that lasted longer than the silence I had to say that I had to leave Cause it was on my mind That all he set in me were insecurities But that dream was never mine Cause the plans I thought I’d made so far Had gone alright but all that I feel now is doubt And he told me why But I couldn’t bear to listen Cause all my life I’ve heard Of the dreams of the organized To be the best in the company To win the awards but that’s not me Cause all my life all I ever wanted Was a love that lasted longer than the silence All my life, all my life Was a love that lasted longer than the silence