Autumnblaze - Bleak lyrics

My mind is bleak and toneless are these walls Moments are pa**ing by like trains that never stop I think without a thought but somehow I think after all The breath of nightly calm would cure my tumbling heart You'd be frightened if you were here To embrace my life - has to sear The shore remains unmoved By those rousing cries that are flirting with sleep I've wandered to find But still, still I'm not there A journey so infinite And still, still I'm not there You'd be frightened if you were here To encourage - life has to sear