Autophobia - Guts To Laugh lyrics

Deep inside my heart where it hurts the best It hit me like a poison dart at my open chest Oh, I admit that it hurts to say the worst And I feel like dirt to say the rest Started in the school back in 7th grade With braces and so cool to be exactly the same Shout what the people will hear Conform and disappear Hurrah, it got me where I am today Living off of sand castles and things from before the times I wish I never had had Crumbling into the sea is hard to ignore At least I still have guts to laugh Guts to laugh Now fifteen and a half and feeling dumb Waiting for the piece of mind to finally come Stomping the rake, eat the bitter cake Or do I smile until the trips and falls Are practically gone? Living off of sand castles and things from before the times I wish I never had had Crumbling into the sea is hard to ignore At least I still have guts to laugh Guts to laugh