Austin O'Brien - Stones lyrics

I don't understand Why you left so soon Constantly looking to place blame When there's no blame to be placed Just an hourgla** running it's course But i guess that's why there's fear in faith So what's the use in prayer And the good in belief? If the only thing i get in return Is pain and loss I would still crawl on my hands and knees for you If it meant I could bring you back I felt a sudden sense of relief Like suddenly I can feel you here with me I can hear that lullaby that you used to love You always practiced what you preached If I ever learned anything Never put your faith God Because look what he's done to you It ended with a white room A loved one who's grip wasn't tight enough And the the pain was too much. How can i say goodbye to you? How am i supposed to sleep? This is all his fault I will never sleep again Just rest your eyes my son I am in this alone