Austin Lynton - Disbelieve lyrics

Yeah, all the hurt and all the pain Got so many now, there're probably countless on my chain Feeling drained when I think about you while I walk in the rain I loved you more than words but I just didn't know how to prove The negative thoughts, I wish I could remove 'em And the positive thoughts, I wish I could improve 'em Also there is bad people around me but I can't approve 'em After telling me u got someone, sh** I could barely move I don't wanna text u ever, I don't wanna bother you Can't say I love you, but how bad I wanna talk to you 'Cause when I needed help, you was always there for me And girl when you needed help, I was always there with you And whenever you have problems just know I'm still right here with you Like whatever the f** it is, I will still be there for you Honestly I thought God had something else in store For me and for someone, that never loved me before How stupid was I to love someone with higher standards Now I'm here with nobody and that's just 'cause I'm standard I wonder when God is gonna answer all my f**ing questions My mind is f**ed up like can't y'all hear my aggression and expression Past week I been laying in bed with heavy depression When you told me that, I just couldn't believe I couldn't even think it felt like I just stopped perceiving I looked away, and you saw I was in disbelieve Props to your man, he is lucky, gotta say I'm happy for you Sadly as you said, everything is different now I'm thinking about you while I'm laying in bed Sometimes wish that I'd be dead, either trapped in a crime 'Cause I'm f**ing tired of telling everyone that I'm fine When they ask me waddup with these lines But let's be honest, we're gonna miss the old times Now I'm thinking back, I already miss the old rhymes I still remember the day I got a f**ing rose for you But I was too afraid, to give that rose to you And I wanna thank you again for the bracelet you gave me Altough without you, just everything feels so tasteless And I wanna thank you for all the inspiration that you gave me Thank you for being a motivation to me, even though We had nothing I wanna thank you for all the love that you gave me For your lane, there could be no replacements