[Verse 1] (D-Mayne) Don't believe all the things that you been hearin' 'bout me As times change, people changin' how they feelin' 'bout me I think about how this is never where I thought I'd be But then again this is where everybody wanna be Let's just slow it down been, living fast for awhile and I need someone to make me feel, like all of this is still real Yeah, I guess I never learn from my mistakes So maybe one more time is all it takes before I break And they just wanna have the quickest lifestyle But just know that those who live it wanna switch the lights out I always try to live it for the here and right now So just hold on to me girl, I need to feel this right now [Hook] (D-Mayne) Tell me, who did I leave behind You think it got to me, I can just read your mind You think I'm so, caught up, in where, I am, right now But believe I remember it all [Verse 2] (Jay Young) They say I've changed over the past couple years But all I've seen is a change in my number of peers Old friends turning into new enemies And all I have to show for it is people who are insincere Damn... This life is something that I chose to live It's funny how I have haters but I'm not that big I keep to myself to try and avoid the trouble But it seems like my absence just makes it doubles I swear these people don't realize what I go through Step into my shoes, for a point of view No Crip gang, but I carry too many blues I just want things back to how they used to be I know I've changed, that little fact doesn't escape me Man of the house, I feel the pressure that's on top of me Stumbling through life, inexperienced, I'm a trainee They predicted I would fail, well I disagree Yeah, overachiever on the inside Nicknamed Russell for the way that they see my pride All I want is to live life to the fullest But it all feels foreign to me, I'm just a tourist Damn... I feel like I need you by my side Close to an epiphany, you're the one that I confide I tell everyone that I can't feel the pain But when I think about it, I really can't maintain [Hook] (D-Mayne) [Verse 3] (Jay Young) It seems like everyday, there's a new problem They keep piling up, I don't have time to solve them I'm stuck in a rut, I've turned predictable My social life gone, it don't exist no more Damn... I never thought that I'd end up here I feel like I've wasted too many precious years The girl that I love, is with another man And I'm just stuck on where I'm suppose to go from here And I'll admit, I'm going through some stormy weather No Marvin's Room, but I think you could do better Want her to be happy, even at my expense But I don't know what's worse, the pain or the building stress Thought I was at a point, where I wouldn't care no more But she broke into my heart and then she filled the void She brought me happiness, something I had not felt Since my ex had put my love through a burning Hell I want her next to me, she's on somebody's arm The more I think about it, the more it hurts my heart No tears shed, my reservoir is dry I can't help but feel like I lost a part of life Memoirs flow the way I reminisce on life Spit my heart and pour my soul all up on this mic Before it's too late, and the years go by I wanna pull her close and whisper in her ear like, like... [Hook] (D-Mayne)