Audiostrobelight - What You're Running From lyrics

I can't wait forever, though I wish I could Put my name next to forever like you said you would But I can't stop these thoughts from freaking me out and I've never felt like this f**, I'm scared we'll never get out of here Well aware that everything happens for a reason Still haven't found mine yet And I'm flipping through these pages again Trying to find where everything went everything went wrong Where will I fall asleep tonight? There's the van or I could fight with three dudes and try to score the couch Listen! I believe I'm finding my way, Way out from under this sh** But I'm gonna need someone to listen up I don't need anyone I'll do this all by myself And don't you try to talk me down, you know that never helps I'm sick and tired of this routine bullsh**. it's k**ing me But I'm trying to teach myself to breathe If these last seven years have meant anything more than a few blown tires and a bad rv I know I have the will inside me inside of me (Inside of me) (Chorus) Through all the meaningless tirades Over earth's greatest highways Through all the messes we made I swear this is all of me I'm asking you honestly: Have you even looked at what you're running from? Yeah Have you even looked? That's when you close your eyes "stop screaming" So I step back inside, it's easy to think the stakes have never been this high We can't be happy where we are (Chorus)