This is only a test but when will it end and will I ever ascend? If this is only a test when will I rest if this is this only a test? Burdened by this heavy heart my spirits not strong enough to lift it anymore. I fight so hard. My mind feeds me lies and my soul doesn’t know which way to go. Something tells me that this wont just go away. This is only a test but when will it end and will I ever ascend? If this is only a test when will I rest if this is this only a test? Something tells me that this wont just go away. This mountain is sickening. I’ve been around it only to find a place I’ve seen. I’ve looked so hard I’m lost without you, when will I pick this up again? Be determined. Stand your ground. Be determined. Don’t back down. Without faith its impossible to see there’s a battle in your mind, you gotta’ give it all up to Him.