Attrition - The Outer Edge lyrics

I'm trying so hard To keep the sides of my mind apart What do you want of me? Some things we cannot wear on the outside I've tried drawing a line 'Round the edge of my heart Where do you want to start? Behind, if I turn my back on it I woke but I couldn't open my eyes Behind, if I turn my back on it I spoke but all in straight lines I'm taking my time And using it and losing it I'll see you on TV I wrote to you and you wrote to me Five hundred times, but I couldn't see The answer was in front of me So where do you want to start?