ATOMS - Origami lyrics

[Alaska] She was the youngest child brightest of the bunch Had 2 older brothers mother died father a drunk A loathsome man traditional thought women should know their place Got sober through religion manipulated grace Extremist by nature he gravitated towards the hatred Pavlovian to dogma he often quoted his favorites He cherry picked his scripture a mix to mesh with his worldview A h*mophobe a s**ist he lectured his little girl too Different from the boys she knew she had other options A good student undeterred she dreamt to be a doctor No support from the community her family steady mocked her Beatings took a toll and in her soul there grew a darkness Quickly became a misfit her only friend was the swish kid Which is what the bullies names him tried to shame him cause he switch hit Life s**ed they lived in bubblef** at least they had each other Adopted family by proxy sister brother father mother Had no idea that Senior year it would all switch Bullies beat swish kid near to d**h left him in a ditch She got into Princeton no money she wasn't rich So she had to beg her daddy he told her no, called her a b**h Swish kids body healed his heart and mind were broken They found him 3 days later suicide through overdosing Decided that she had to leave and left with no goodbyes or tears No idea where she's going but gotta be better than here [Windnbreeze] The sweetest life is filled with balance for the lonely man The joys the echos of a distant dessert swirling sand The hour gla** is always shifting through the coldest nights The hue the flicker candle fire place the golden light It's all subjective what connects us to the all that is The so called luster leaves us flustered when we fall from grace And outta place we sometimes feel when trending music vids Its like we're captivated at the face of falseness placed Across the conscious mind the closet mind it has no merit A single moth destructs the cloth of flesh you wanna wear it? It's got some holes it's got some kinks its sorta young and tattered When true potentials torn it often leaves you lost and shattered A simple hole can give the common cold or influenza The germ expands you have no chance to even influence the Kid whose looking for some guidance yelling mister mister Instead your tone and lack of consciousness transmits the blister He gets it spreads it to his friends its an enormous virus Its running rampant in his cla**es like a forest fire And for this five or six year old what happens when he's older We'll see what happens when unconscious is taking over We'd hope resilience turns to brilliance but the stats against him At at this rate disease of ignorance is in his system He thinks the worlds against him chip on shoulder broken clover We'll see what happens when unconsciousness is taking over [Cryptic One] He heads to that Crazy Horse to drown his sorrows in bottles Dollars gets him coddles from exotic quote unquote models Hopes for better tomorrows will they ever come? He doesnt hesitate to self medicate til numb… bum Thinks of better days … and wedding cake crumbs And remembers everything up until that separation comes Remembers everything… up until the point that it finished Thinks back to the very first time that he hit it I ain't talking hitting it… as in stroking it in the bed Talking introducing his clench fist to the side of her head First time was hard on him… guilt and a broke finger Didn't stop there 'cause his dad ain't raise no quitters Poppa taught him well… but nah poppa ain't preach He led by example… ample times heard mommas screech Improved upon dads technique Stuffing a sock in her mouth.. screams muffled in between clenched teeth She swallowed the grief for the sake of her boys And years with no release cleansing the blood off their toys Growing fast, toys switched quick into chics Growing tempers fester, it begins with playful hits Laughter prior to disaster meant to be? Is it rotten apple that doesnt fall too far from the rotting tree Repeat history, or path mystery when older I guess we'll see what happens when unconsciousness is taking over