a bright light in my garden of pain my hands cold my body looks like a tree i am stiff all the time i'm staring all the time ...and the light lets me grow and i can't cry and i can't die i can never escape ...and the light lets me grow and i can't cry and i can't die i can never escape ∞ i stand still and i'm waiting for something i stand still and i'm waiting for the end i dream and i feel filled with bitterness i stand still and i'm waiting for something i stand still and i'm waiting for the end i dream and i feel filled with bitterness ∞ a dark soul. the sickness never ends. my heart beats slow and i feel the insanity. there is no hope, no joy. and i look into the sky. and i can't cry and i can't die i can never rejoice. and i look into the sky i can't cry i can't die i can never rejoice ∞ i stand still and i'm waiting for something i stand still and i'm waiting for the end i dream and i feel filled with bitterness i stand still.........