Atena - Child Support lyrics

You're f**ing others While dad's paying for it I try my best to forget But I'm reminded by the stench Wearing the same clothes Third week in a row now I haven't seen our money for years You truly taught me all I know Never trust anyone, truly know that we're all alone It might be wrong and the reason I'm rotting I know I'm god, I'm satan I'm nothing What I am is not what I would have wished for and Everything I've done has been for nothing So see me for what I am What I became and I have tried I have wanted and struggled Take me back to the days before it all began Before he screwed you and left you for that stupid c*nt Was she worth it? or just another thoughtless impulse? "I forgive you" Do you forgive me? I'm drawing short straws by the hour Trapped in a small dark room with no way out I've got it up to my neck and now I can't breathe I think I'm ready just take me back What you see is just my fake reality, my kind of self control. thinking that it would help that i could be better, and i have prayed, i have wanted and struggled "I forgive you" Do you forgive me? Take me back to the days before it all begun Before he screwed you and left us for that stupid c*nt Was she worth it or just another thoughtless impulse?