Teaming smoke and drunken laughter screaming punk, bottles of knowledge it was the only rainy pretty night and time ran slowly, lonely... Why doom's grinding my soul and my faith and my heart? i'm no f**in' hero! One memory in his mind one tragedy in his life it was the worst time in his tired life the bitter end for the sweetest lullaby but only you...declined but only you were so far it was the worst time in his tired life the bitter end for the sweetest lullaby How long have i to endure that endless pain and these days? i don't f**in' hear you! i scream into your eyes and i fake and lie! i wanna be your hero! i read my will. don't judge me! i'm your slave! i'm ready to k** another f**in' opportunity. why every day i have to fight, fight with you? why every day have to be so f**in' hard? i don't understand you! i don't f**ing understand you!