Astronote - Khaki lyrics

[Produced by Astronote] [Verse 1] Far from a n***a, don't call me a n***a 'less you call me my n***a I love n***as, I'm your only white friend I bet you hate your own complexion, bet you wish you light skin I dream a dream and write 'em like right then I bet you dreamed 'em before But it's the hesitant the fear of all the sh** you don't know My momma told me not to listen to them b**hes no more And ever since I've been riding in my Honda solo, 4-door, it's kinda busted It get me to my girlfriend house so I can bust it, I see potential I feel it in my soul, kinda bitter with my father, tryna let that sh** go But I don't know [Hook] I wanna smoke the pain away but the weed'll get me fired From a job that I need, where's the weed? (Man, f** it) [Verse 2] I ain't tryna change the world, I just wanna change my own life And transition a couple wrongs right, up One of them long nights, contemplated suicide In the mirror you and I, it's do or die I love my poppa man Them n***as without a father, hope the chopper jam Big brothers and single mothers put they kids first Bang bang, whoopty-whoop guess who was hit first, khaki b**h