Astronautalis - The Freshest Facade lyrics

[HeadKrack] Friday was payday look how I spend it all About to put the streets to sleep Ya'll Demerol Hit the mall, kick game exquisite I don't live in this realm I just visit Push up to Monday, dough on Chemo Peanut bu*ter crackers got me feeling all emo Effin depressing, I could be investing In something better yet I'm trying to buy a jet ski Impressing no one but the sales clerk, real jerk Paying with cash and a "Muthaf**a Yeah" smirk Hoping the hoes love it, juggling a blown budget Plotting on a 4 finger ring with gold nuggets Nothing in my savings my cravings crush People thinking that I'm balling I ain't balling enough Trying to separate myself from other kids in the hall Truthfully like Ted Williams I ain't flossing at all [Astronautalis Hook] It's the freshest facade, I try so hard Look how reckless I ball, til I hit that wall The Jokers my card, the kingdom is flawed The curtain may fall, I'm not worried at all It's the freshest facade [Travii] Does Travii Really ball I know it looks that way to y'all Its Really just illusions It's not like that at all See my pockets full of lint And I'm writing my own script As I'm moving along Like the words of this song I've learned to get in where i fit But I'm uncomfortable as sh** Escaping thru the bottle every time it touches my lips Numb to the cause of living check to check As soon as i get it Casino placing bets Hope that i win if i didn't I'm all in There's no turning back now let the dice fall were they may If there's one thing i could say It'd be thank you to you all Cause you got us around the world rocking shows and all From Texas to UK Germany to New York Sleeping on your couches eating food for sport Mad respect goes to the ones that give it The rest they get facades Its the world and how we live it Live it..... [Astronautalis Hook] It's the freshest facade, I try so hard Look how reckless I ball, til I hit that wall The Jokers my card, the kingdom is flawed The curtain may fall, I'm not worried at all It's the freshest facade [Keynote] I Got that Benz out side but the A.C's broke Got a smile on my face but this ain't no joke Got a lot on my resume but ain't living my dream Watching others in the game but, I got the winning team Goin' hard traveling the globe gaining up steam Every win there's a loss, back to swimming up stream My an*lysis of life can be a little extreme Others think I'm living large but things ain't what they seem Got Lamborghini dreams and a bus pa** budget But put Bodega in the system and all the people love it And even if they don't, Im'a front like they do! And rock this motherf**er out till I'm dead cold and blue The facade of a winner but I'm takin' more losses Everyone claiming bosses but, I'm askin' what the cost is Seems a little much, and what you see is a shell Don't get it by now? I'm done with this, Oh welllllllll [Astronautalis Hook] It's the freshest facade, I try so hard Look how reckless I ball, til I hit that wall The Jokers my card, the kingdom is flawed The curtain may fall, I'm not worried at all It's the freshest facade