Ashton Allen - Pretty Pink Rose lyrics

Its pulling me in, there's no way to win No easy way out The battle is on, and I'm just a pawn With only shadows of doubt I'm darkening day, I'm so far away From having any control With hours that k**, the cheaper the thrill The deeper the hole Pretty pink rose, so beautiful, I follow it Where she goes, can't turn my eyes away Its 2:17, do you know what I mean My eyes as red as the clock Awake until dawn, it comes then its gone Like an electrical shock Shoots up through my toes, my shame always shows Now all I'm feeling is doubt Tired and numb, destructive and dumb, And I don't know where I went Pretty pink rose, so beautiful, I follow it Where she goes, can't turn my eyes away Pink rose, so beautiful, but I cannot Stay on my toes. Will I throw this life away?