Cold winter frost bites my face and hands As I fall into the darkest night as yet I have known Mind full of memories makes it's cruel demands How can I face another hour alone Is there no hope for me within my misery Pain bleeding despair Ceaseless for so long Many years gone Longing for release How can I begin again Be near me for I am alone As I fall into the darkest night as yet I have known Lord be my refuge in this hour of pain Please bring me glimpses of light through the rain In my mind can you see black rain falls down on me Pain bleeding despair Ceaseless for so long Many years gone Longing for release How can I begin again I'm still feeling the pain Longing empty within For me to die would be release I long to see my love again Beloved Lord I know you still hear my cries I am old and frail and I long to be set free All that I loved in this life has gone Reunite us in your arms soon in your kingdom I can now only see d**h as freedom for me Pain bleeding despair Ceaseless for so long Many years gone Longing for release How can I begin again Pain bleeding despair Ceaseless for so long Many years gone Longing for release How can I begin again As I face this lonely night Am I wrong longing to leave If it's your will for me to stay Lead me finally through this grief As I face this lonely night Am I wrong longing to leave If it's your will for me to stay Lead me finally through this Grief