Guilt and pain, haunting me everyday Crushing me and I can't get away k**ing my heart and soul Oh my Nicole Still I don't know what to say I'm tortured every night and day It isn't in my control I said no, I k**ed my baby but I loved her I said no, no, no I k**ed my baby but I loved her I said no, I k**ed my baby but I loved her I said no, no, no, I k**ed my baby but I loved her I k**ed my baby but I.. Snowy skies, far away still alive Scars are healing in your mind In your heart and soul Oh my Nicole I'm starting to realise The fatal secret of my life Isn't in my control I said no, I k**ed my baby but I loved her I said no, no, no I k**ed my baby but I loved her I said no, I k**ed my baby but I loved her I said no, no, no, I k**ed my baby but I loved her I k**ed my baby but I loved her It's still haunting me night and day, oh my Nicole You took a part of my life away, oh my Nicole I relive it everyday, oh my Nicole, oh my Nicole I said no, I k**ed my baby but I loved her I said no, no, no, I k**ed my baby but I loved her I k**ed my baby but I loved her I k**ed my baby but I..