As Paradise Falls - Equilibrium lyrics

I can feel it now, 
 There’s a fire growing within my very chest, 
 Slowly it begins to spread and inside I know, 
 That this is all that I will feel, 
 This is all that I can see, 
 There is a darkness inside of me. For where there torment there is hate, 
 Where there is love there is also pain, 
 I have been clawing at these walls to try and make an escape, Am I insane or the only one who truly sees, 
 What has now come to pa**, 
 And what is still to be? For years these visions and images have been in my nightmares, 
But now I see them as a guide as I remain, 
 Vigilant, My pulse is quickening, 
 As I see my entire life flickering, 
 Hold my heart in your hands and feel it beat, 
 As my body convulses and my world begins to shake. I won’t call these white walls a home anymore, 
 I’ll rip the ceiling from the rafters, 
I’ll burn this prison down, The visions are flooding in, 
 Now they are all that I see, 
 You can’t tell me different, 
 There is nothing you can do, 
 To save me now, There is a cancer, 
 That is consuming, 
 My entire body, And should my visions start to shake, 
 Will I remain, 
 All I was born to be, You can't, Save me, Clearly, I am barely alive, It seems my body harbours the darkness within me, I've let it fester and grow, I have given fear all control.