All I wanted was something to hold dear something to hold near to my heart denied again I'm left with a bitter taste in my mouth and a heart as cold as ice with no warmth in sight your embrace feels like a slap to my face so shallow and fake will this ever end. will my torment ever cease wishing I could feel nothing. a life dead to love All I wanted was something to hold dear. something to hold near to my heart denied again I'm left with a bitter taste in my mouth and a heart as cold as ice with no warmth in sight hoping for a heart that can feel no pain rip this from my chest so I can never find it in myself to love and forgive you will my torment ever cease. wishing I could feel nothing. a life dead to love free from love. free from emotion. I'm free from you