Arts The Beatdoctor - Let Me Leave lyrics

Sometimes I just don't wanna breathe. Leave blood all over my sleeves Suicidal fantasies come around too frequently. & I see The world for what it is, not what it isn't Agree, this dream, I would die to re-live it & I'm slipping into darkness This constant draft permits no flames & I'm not ashamed of the hardships Sometimes I fall down wishing wells & I wish you well b**h, you tell people things you shouldn't, now they wish you hell Someone pa** me a f**en life vest cuz I'm drowning in this self pity. I don't Mean to be so negative on all my tracks but that's my f**en mind state so I'm sitting Upside down, right side up, sideways Thinking that you understand, you'll never see it my way My fangs I keep hidden, no jealousy permitted The poetry that I write is my life & I really live it Just let me leave all this depression & anxiety within' me Just let me leave. There's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see So homie, just let me leave all the depression & anxiety within me Just let me leave. There's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see I swear I've been blacking out, having crying spells Wake up in the morning like, "What did I do?" & I can tell It's taking a toll on mind, body & soul & I've been feeling this way since I was like 7 years old "Just shake it off." "Don't be depressed." Hate waking up. & stress- Literally feel it in my neck. Pivoting, tryna find the best outlet For my anger, for the rage that's inside of me & I know that truth can hurt but damn, I hate it when they lie to me Don't try to be a 'substitute,' b**h, I was not deprived Just coz' my daddy left me & my mom had to provide Deep inside... sh**, it's coming out ! 13 bars, sh**, I'm running out ! I'm young, dumb & restless, there ain't nothing I can't run around So don't come preaching to me thinking that you're gonna save me b**h, I'm not a baby. 21 & crazy. That's how Satan made me. Look at me sinning ! The poetry I write is my life & b**h, I really live it Just let me leave all this depression & anxiety within me Just let me leave. There's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see So homie, just let me leave all this depression & anxiety within me Homie, just let me leave. I swear there's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see So let me leave ..