Arrange - And My Hands Denied Me My Right lyrics

I feel the weight again of a pull that tries my head I know that i could try but i bend and bend and bend I hear your screams at night through the halls of my new home I could move a thousand miles away but you'd follow me along I feel that the earth and the ground and life That i hold could drift out of my hands To become an abyss that could swallow me whole If i don't understand why it is