Genetics loads the gun Environment pulls the trigger Genetics loads the gun Environment pulls the trigger Welcome to my worst nightmare Control is the search Madness Debilitation Paralysis, of the Soul Making me wish, I was never born My evil twin is raising hell Compulsive actions for a ritual never solved Obsessive actions for a ritual never answered Awaken to the howls and screams of lies every second A chase from hell with endless traps They hope to get the trigger It wants a trigger Rituals fill the days and nights Not a moments rest from this hell Draining my strength Serotonin Depletion Brain chemicals rapidly evolve Into a monster Dying to eat you alive Genetics loads the gun Environment pulls the trigger Perfectionism Germafobe rampant stress Intrusive thoughts Lies become truth and truth become lies Feelings the new God Emotions the new God Feelings the new God Emotions the new God Genetics loads the gun Environment pulls the trigger Paralysis, of the Soul Making me wish, I was never born My evil twin is raising hell Compulsive actions for a ritual never solved Obsessive actions for a ritual never answered Awaken to the howls and screams of lies every second They wont leave me alone like a train headed for the mind Rituals fill the days and nights Not a moments rest from this hell Draining my strength Serotonin Depletion Brain chemicals rapidly evolve Into a monster Dying to eat you alive Raised in fear Only to no longer fear