Barely rise in the morning need my serving plate Hoping that an intervention won't greet me this day Have the strength of a newborn once was a lion here Counting down the sins of my mother and fathers fears Oh been humbled every waking hour Is that chariot a comin' to devour Wish my three offspring would get off my back And let this mini pill quickly take effect Time to sleep Time to dream Now Got me on the ropes Running out of hopes I'm a model citizen don't you know But these black feel won't connect to legs So I struggle to walk now and I struggle to stand And I barely have any feelings within both my hands Bodies breaking down been depleting for years And I'd love to figure out what you said but I can't hear In my own undoing all the effort is gone I wonder if the motivation bu*ton was ever on