Armond WakeUp - Chris Brown In The Lambo lyrics

I'm a walking contradiction with these compositions Say I'm the illest & that's sickening I should mock these feelings Pop the top of the ceiling I came a long way from hopping fences Getting chased by cops through buildings Still I box with different There's only one woman who made me wanna change, I deemed her worth it The problem was she often saw me stubborn I'm sitting here with a drafted text telling her she should be with me But I only fear God & a read receipt My need is me Exactly why God has steady been silent My prayers haven't been violent, they've been violets My mindset's been whatever Isolated in a room full of worshippers Standing in the middle of a room where many hurts occurred Often at my hand, yet I'm shooing folks away That pesky devil stay using old mistakes Living like I sorta know my soul's at stake Like I don't wake up with demons pinning me down I heard talk is cheap, I throw a penny in the crowd Many wish to be loud but I'm chillin I stopped asking how, instead I pray to be made willing I stopped following dreams Hip Hop gave druggies a mic, I can't follow the fiends I'm watching a different movie, while ppl following scenes I see hell when I close my eyes, no longer can follow the screams But easier said than done Lord knows its easier just to run Wish there was ease in becoming I told Marcus the resolve's more important than results But what if all your faults is all your fault Can you draw from happy thoughts? Positive vibes? Gotta swallow my pride to be an Optimus Prime I heard options are nice but i gotta stop & decide I'm a lot, I can't hide May God be my guide