Armchair Cynics - Surprise Ending lyrics

Why can't I believe what I want to believe? Let go of instinct's subtle hand Why can't I pretend nothing's happening? Like so many others have Well I want you to say that things will get better 'Cause I know myself and I can do better Well I want to say that things will get better But I, I can't And it feels like it's a movie about losing Only this time it's us And we're counting on a surprise ending That never does come That never does come Well I'm gonna to stay wandering You can tear the house down around me Like a ghost that won't admit that he's dead I'm stuck here in the middle of it Well I want you to say that things will get better 'Cause I know myself and I can do better Well I want to say that things will get better But I, I can't And it feels like it's a movie about losing Only this time it's us And we're counting on a surprise ending That never does come That never does come And it feels like it's a movie about losing Only this time it's us And we're counting on a surprise ending That never does come That never does come