Armac - Scariest Maybe lyrics

[Verse 1] My mind is lost in these wide open spaces, I can't fathom a worse kind of hell Sitting alone at a table for four, waiting for the starting bell Taking their time, I'm "taking my chances", "hoping for" and "terrified" Nervously glancing, all covered in red, I am well beyond petrified Teenage body with a well aged voice shatters the silent night I wait in morbid fear, not for a sure thing, I wait in fear for a might The lanky kid with an acoustic guitar and a snarl that wouldn't quit Rocked the house but they showed up late so it was just for a bit [Pre-Chorus] I said yes, I will go, without thinking ahead And Christ, I'm deep in it now I want a way out of this mess But I just cannot see how You leave me wondering if I'll make it out intact Your lack of a decision is the worst kind of attack [Chorus] Why not say you're going Or decide you're not showing While "Hips Don't Dance" are crowing It's hard for me to be easygoing Because you are the scariest maybe You are the scariest maybe I don't think that anyone could pay me To stay here like this Except that I don't want to miss That maybe [Verse 2] Then an off-brand Tom Petty sang some songs about dead heroes and d** and chicks His style is so very broken the type that no one would want to fix His lyrics were absurd diatribes that verged on social commentary But the early '90s called said stop perpetuating this you bullsh** commissary The cliche looking idiots all know the words to every bit of his noise His offensive song about Bin-Laden got some chuckles from the boys I sit and I groan, wanting this over but I have to smile and nod Because my chair is right next to the stage this f**er's playing on [Pre-Chorus] I'm a wreck and I'm sure I look quite insane I don't mean to, but I must complain [Chorus] Why not say you're going Or decide you're not showing While this silly Village Idiot is blowing I wither here not knowing Because you are the scariest maybe You are the scariest maybe I don't think that anyone could pay me To stay here like this Except that I don't want to miss Your maybe [Verse 3] His posse of time-warped high-waisted jean-wearers disbands and on comes the bear; The guys I came to see, technically, and they play their fair share They play the songs that I know, and then a new one or two or three It's nice to have something to take my mind off my fear and anxiety They Only Speak in Accents and Dialogs but it works and I enjoy With that boom-boom-boom, boom-boom-boom, they over and over employ I rock in my chair, beat the floor with my feet and let the music take me But between every song I check the door with a twinge of fear for that maybe [Pre-Chorus] This is who you would be seeing if you came This has to be the end of this nervous game [Chorus] Why not say you're going Or decide you're not showing Ursus Colossus are free-flowing My sad relief is growing Because you are the scariest maybe You are the scariest maybe I don't think that anyone could pay me To stay here like this Except that I don't want to miss You maybe [Verse 4] The big bear plays their set going half an hour later than I had thought The semi-political jacka**-man returns so I leave before that rot Head to my car ears ringing a tad, half-happy half-disappointed My every emotion feels so strange, so utterly disjointed I start the engine head to the Warm Southern Flank for some more fun I try to wrap my head around what this night has done I realize any chance I have to see you will be fraught with skipping beats The world around me fades to echoes, as I accept defeat [Chorus] You are the scariest maybe You are the scariest maybe I don't think that anyone could pay me To stay here like this Except that I don't want to miss You You are the scariest maybe You are the scariest maybe I am freed til the 19th When you become a yes I can't image it won't be a mess But I'll go for the chance That I get to dance With you