I wish I was bruisless Almost everyone I love has been abused, and I am included I feel so much guilt that I couldn't guard more people from harm We listen to Loomer, lumps in my head I struggle to smooth The person I love is patient with me She's feeding me cheese and I'm happy Like a Peony ripped by the chain of a dirt bike I just wish I was seven and blameless Going over the handlebars Pollen sniffling over grazes I just wish that my eyes were still wide