Arkh Zeus - Still Lost, Still Breathing lyrics

[Verse 1] Another failed attempt to feel content With the content of my existence, this is Too much to take in I've been here waitin' for an entrance To stay in, I'm growing livid, impatient Revert to sinnin', no savin' me You're a little too late, my common senses Have drifted off, thought they all were in the hands of God Guess I'm not chosen to be serving thee, I'm not enough Cause if I was, I'm certain that I'd have it all Livin' large, with no bad effects to anything I cause Pause, too unrealistic and melodramatic I'm clingin' to all my visions, it's a hell of a habit At least that means that there's a chance that I could find solace Before I end up getting all caught up in my nonsense My mental's spiralin', cryin' and dyin' while I've been Hidin' it inside while the fires fry me and now I get Why I might just die before I could become a man Cause I can't handle reality, and I understand But I'm still lost... [Hook] Got hate and envy flowin' through my veins Yeah It slowed my drive until I hit the breaks Woe is me A broken heart and a wasted brain Am I awake, or am I dreaming? I'm still lost, still breathing [Verse 2] I've grown accustomed to these empty voids Whether it's lack of food or unfulfilled dreams Completely numb, watch my ego destroy Another piece of my anatomy 'til I'm obsolete Then burn my ashes up, and throw me into dust So I could feel the rush, adjust to that I must It's just my method of justice to deliver me from real Everything that I hate, and everything that makes me feel Like a dove who had learned to fly Only to die when he reached the sky Like I know nothing, even though I probably don't So that means that I'll be declined Right at Heaven's gates, I'll head away To Acheron, I'm settling Where I'm meant to be, realistically So do not be fooled by my angel face Cause I'm just a villain in disguise Causing my own demise through everything that I despise And right by my surprise, it hurts to realize But at least, there's a bright side cause I could still breathe Yeah right... [Hook] [Outro] Yeah... Still lost, still lost Still lost, still lost I'm still lost, still lost Still lost, still lost Still lost, still lost I'm still lost, still lost Still lost, still lost Still lost, still lost But I'm still breathing