Ari Lourdes - Answers lyrics

[Hook: Ari Lourdes] Searching for you, searching for you [Verse 1: Omen] For so many years, I've been struggling, fighting this battle Searching out for my enemy as he hides in the shadows Poisons me, cloud my vision, can't keep my eyes on the sparrow Mama been telling me since I was young that I was a pharaoh But I feel like a slave, so isolated and caged Inside, I fill up with rage, I'd rather pull out the gage I'm so pa**ive aggressive, wish I was half as expressive as all of my peers But I'm lost in my fear, Oh Lord I'm sick of playing the victim, sick of blaming the system Sick of dreaming, debating, hoping, waiting, and wishing for things to change Waiting for perfect, perfect never came Me and my enemy the same in the mirror We all the same in the mirror Can't hide your pain in the mirror Enemy came in the mirror, and I was calling for help [Hook: Ari Lourdes] Is there a God? If there is, I'm calling searching for you Is there a God? If there is, I'm calling searching for you [Verse 2: Omen] As I stare into this mirror, my eyes illuminated Cause for the first time, I see who I was truly hating All of this time, you wasn't hiding from me You was laughing in my face, what was I becoming? I see the truth shown, I see the roof's gone And I done learned that what I reap sown I see the wolf inside the sheep's clothes All of this time that I was blaming her, blaming him, blame the devil, blame my kin All this time I'm blaming them, and so easily never taken responsibility Looking inside my enemy, finally found the enemy in the mirror Looking inside the mirror, images getting clearer Mental is getting purer, I feel the change in my attitude For everybody I blamed, now there is gratitude Loving what I see in this mirror, smiling back at you That procrastination before gave me battle wounds But now I'm back in tune [Hook: Ari Lourdes] Is there a God? If there is, I'm calling searching for you Is there a God? If there is, I'm calling searching for you [Omen] Only I can stop my dreams My only enemy is myself I look to the sky and I scream More than ever need God's help Only I can stop my dreams My only enemy is myself I look to the sky and I scream [Verse 3: Omen] My childhood was wholesome, but somehow I became lonesome And I was longing for something more But something more don't just show up at your door Didn't wanna hustle for it, my desire premature But the struggle made me desire more So my desire poured out my pores I was all for it, and I was asking God for help God said I had the power within myself [Hook: Ari Lourdes] Searching for you, searching for you Searching for you, searching for you Searching for you, searching for you