I don't live here I don't play I don't wake up I don't want to There's no up There's no down Small windows Dead of sound Forced upon me The same all fear I am forever trying to forgive And except the way things fall in I'm not thankful I'm not you You punished me from birth I am here I have heard of thankful rain Ride in circles Ride in squares You punished me from birth I am here I'm here