Arabesque - Addict lyrics

Ten thousand promises and, Ten thousand lies. Yeah you broke my heart, But I paid the price. I'm drowning in regret, and an ocean of tears. You wouldn't believe how, badly I want you here. Giving up is for losers, well I already quit. If pain is all I that can feel, then let me feel it. Sin is so sweet when is tastes like revenge, I'm breaking myself just to send you a message. I don't want to talk, when there's nothing to say, Because It's bad enough, yeah it's bad enough, I'm still awake. The problem with pain, is that it's a drug. And I am the addict, that can't get enough I picture your face, just to see if it hurts. And yeah, it still burns, since the day, you deserted, me. I'm an addict to pain, but it's all I can feel. I read all your notes but I know they're not real. I'm spiraling down and my heart just won't heal. This life is a burden, but d**h is a deal. Sin is so sweet when is tastes like revenge, I'm breaking myself just to send you a message. I don't want to talk, when there's nothing to say, Because It's bad enough, yeah it's bad enough, I'm still awake! Let me suffer, let me die. Begin my ascent to the sky. Stop asking questions, asking why. The only answers you will get are lies. I'm an addict to pain, but it's all I can feel. I read all your notes but I know they're not real. I'm spiraling down and my heart won't heal. This life is a burden, but d**h is a deal.