Apex - Dying Inside lyrics

Yeah I need y'all to just sit back, for a second and just, and just listen, you know what I mean Basically, people go through sh** And life, it ain't always easy So you gotta be strong, yo So what's the solution, the situation ain't improving Every single day pray to God you don't lose it The tears fall and hopes go with it Feeling so defeated, if you broke go get it Is what you say to yourself, but won't listen You try to stay clean for real, but don't listen No ambition and faith as the days go But still you're tryin to find the end of the rainbow But the pain grows And the urges mount Ain't got a dollar to your name so what emerges? Doubt Then he curses out, f** the world, I don't need you Nobody cares, so me neither Then he receives a call from his youngest daughter "Hi father, do you know what the month is, what the day is?" Yes baby, he placed his lips to the phone, blew a kiss, ‘'you're the greatest'' A revelation, your B-day is May 5th The wasted 8 years of my life pulling the grave shift Like a zombie, walking, it's a blur Ask himself, what is he missing? Well it was her He drowned in sorrows, haven't heard from her Left long ago, wifey bounced, no number So he gave up, turned to the bottle Injected d**h was the worst role model A child could ask for a man, he was selfish Always feeling sorry for himself, ‘'why I felt this'', his hands were asking But now that's in the past Today's a new day and tomorrow could be my last It's time to wake up, make up for lost time I missed so much of your life ‘cause I lost mine So I'm on my way right now to see you, be there in a few, please believe I love ya I'm sorry Sometimes we make the wrong choices, boy it's hard But you can make a change, see the choice is ours Just pray to the Heavens, hear the voice of God And you can push right through it, don't hesitate, just do it Sometimes we make the wrong choices, boy it's hard But you can make a change, see the choice is ours Just pray to the Heavens, hear the voice of God And you can push right through it, don't hesitate, just do it Yeah, you can do it man Gotta ask the Lord for help when you do that Believe me, it's never too late to make a change. Peace