Antonio - 5 AM lyrics

Intro: It's 5 am in baltimore, its not what you came for It's 5 am in baltimore, i know it's not what you came for 1995 a n***a opened his eyes It wasn't really my choice, but f** it I'm on the rise Smoking out with my eyes, a smile is my disguise Cause really I'm just depressed cause my father ain't have to die Religion is such a nah, i swore i would never cry My mother hate when I'm faded , but n***a I'm getting high And heaven is f**ing real, I'm shooting up at the sky The devil is on my shoulder , he told me he down to ride Oh no My girl be lying i know she think I'm cheating My heart was broken before & I'm never trynna repeat it She showed me that she was different and picked up all of the pieces & showed me that she was real and she never would be deceiving Yes lord I love my brother i never wanted to leave him I'm thinking bout trying college but what if i never see him I doubt that he ever knew but i always wanted to be him Believe me i catch a body my n***a better believe it I'm having some trouble coping I swear that I'm feeling hopeless My life is moving too fast And I'm putting out the emotion But n***a i know I'm chosen My n***a i know I'm chosen I smoked the entire winter so all my problems are frozen I probably been to the city but n***as will never know it My grandma think that im perfect i hope that i never blow it I love my father forever just never knew how to show it They co-just sing on the b**h she embarra**ed just never showed it I try my best hope you know it, but sport just ain't in the f**ing cause Them 5'7's some scoring was always kinda hard I had to practice the sk**s i was clearly lacking Cause even we would scrimmage i never would even touch the ball I'm out of weed have a vicka then trees Smoking up in the castles I'm rolling up with my queen My daughter she running track , my son he serving them fiends Vivid imaginations id rather live in my dreams I swear it ain't what it seems I swear it ain't what it seems It feels like my mother hates me , she k**in all my dreams I told her i quit my job, she started yelling at me I wanted to make her smile , instead she wanted to scream I said I'm going to school, of course she didn't agree A n***a trynna be fly a n***a trynna be free And a if a n***a die early hope that ya'll never see x2 Outro: It's 5 am in baltimore, its not what you came for It's 5 am in baltimore, i know it's not what you came for