Antiscion - Blinding Fear lyrics

I don't know how to get away from this I've given up the hope of any bliss Seems like nothing's for me to decide And I haven't got the will to face my pride Everything gets written down I won't make the same mistakes again And when you want to come back home It wont be me that lets you in again It's the fear I'm trying to stay strong But it's taking its toll on me I've lost myself to the fall And the fear has cut me free I know it's not your fault I'm in pain But I'm feeling so unclear The fear has blinded me I don't know how to get away from you I've given up the plan to start anew Seems like nothing real is on my side And I haven't got the will to stay and fight (I've lost myself to the fall) (And the fear has cut me free)