Antigone Rising - Oblivious lyrics

I'm through I'm wrapping it up I've been beaten by my own game a shame I'm over my crush I used to have a good time I couldn't be bought It was easy, was a given I'm in, whatever the cost But now the cards are stacking up against my inner politic tell me something good I need it I've been looking for the real thing I'm done wasting all my time there I keep dying for the real thing It may not k** me but it might and who, who, who, who, who... Tell me then Who will lead me out when I become Oblivious Am I fool? Forever I pined I thought I was better standing alone than standing on line How much more of this heartache can I stand? How long can I be visually positive until I'm making it up? And I could die a complete unknown bury me the counterfeit spin the lie so I can believe it Low Lower than down Sicker than sick of being tired And I could die a complete unknown bury me the counterfeit could have, would have, should have I didn't!