Antichrisis - Restless Years lyrics

As I'm walking down yesteryear's lane Past the houses and homes of my life Deserted and empty no lights In the windows at night it's all quiet I've been searching in all of these rooms Rattling at closed doors and cryin' But those years have been fading in time Like a book that's been never read twice Goddamn I haven't seen before Call me stupid, call me blind A prospect of what might have been Unnervingly entering my mind Listening to Bruce all night long As he's driving away in a stolen car Down the road riding by night Down the highways and byways of time Strange but I seem to be back again From these restless years Sure it comes as a surprise But I'm still here More different than I thought I am No more prey to blind fear I'm back again no more being departed, my friend Wondering why everyone just walked away Left all f**ed up one fine day Acting in very strange ways I couldn't find the right words to say But now I see it was all just my fault Every romance comes to a grinding halt When you lose yourself in someone else Instead of cutting your own path, my friend Rewrite the story of my life Forgive and forget if you can No more dyin' for you under your balcony blue Been there, done that several times Yes, I can live on top of the mountain It's not cold and forsaken at all There with you Me and you Yes we've opened the door to a new world Strange but I seem to be back again From these restless years Sure it comes as a surprise But I'm still here More different than I thought I am No more prey to blind fear I'm back again no more being departed, my friend Strange but I seem to be back again From these restless years Sure it comes as a surprise Stay here, stay near Stronger than I thought I am Forget about the tears I'm back again no more being departed, my friend