Anti-hero - For The Last Time lyrics

My sweetness, what have you done? Thinking awful thoughts of what you have become My sweetness, turned yourself to hate All the precious things you once said about my fate My sickness, what have you become? All these dark things stirring up at once My sickness, it is now too late To take back my dreams, cast this shadow away Close the doors, turn out the light Say goodbye, for the last time My sickness used to be so sweet I'm laughing at my own pathetic self defeat My sweetness, you are so sick Makes me wonder how I lived with all your sh** My insides torn up in shreds peel away the flesh, show my inner threads My self left, so I wonder who is here Telling you truths, but making it so unclear