Anthro Beats - Before It's Over Pt. 2 lyrics

[Verse 1] Visions of me and my peeps at the top Nothing came easy, we needed a plot And they said they'd doubt we'd ever make it But thats the very same reason we fought So close to giving up on life, I wanted to quit Like why keep going if they don't know you exist? But the fans helped me down like no other So I hope that you get everything that you ever dreamed of Cause I know it's a b**h Yeah, this thing we call life But y'all are helping me make it through All I dream of is my music doing the same for you But tell me, wheres God when you need him? Why does it only feel like the Devil is present When my mind is tempted by my demons sh**, I guess this is all a part of his plan But it's hard to keep my faith when everyone says that you hardly a man Even though you taking care of your fam Even though you put all your dreams on the line And gave them all that you can I give my life for them, would they do the same for me? It got me thinkin if the sh** they said was make believe Cause it just seems like all they ever do is take and leave And leave me in the dust, without a place to be People lookin' in from the outside, they don't know what you feelin' My worlds caving in, I'm suffocating, crushed by the ceiling, the walls are closing in And 4 years back, if you asked anyone about Marco they just say I lost hope in him Well i ain't even have hope in myself And they keep saying they feel me, but they don't know how I felt When I was on the ground dying, screaming just for someone to help But no one came, I had to comfort myself Going through a pain, I just couldn't take I might much rather die, it gets to me everytime I ain't even tell my mother goodbye These n***as try to k** me, like really these n***as tried So it must mean that there's a reason I'm breathing and still alive And I dont want revenge I want the n***as to see me thrive and live my dreams and watch me change the world And one day realize that they can do it too They just need someone to open their eyes Cause I ain't got no hate In my heart for not one of these guys Cause all these cats wanna be gangsta, and I just wanna be me Just wanna be free from the world and sh** thats all on tv Seems like I'm dodging all my incoming calls, ain't replying to texts Man Im just tryna get away from it all And Moms deserves a new house, but I just can't afford it Feel like I got the perfect song but I just can't record it If this was my last song, how long would it last? See, I know I've f**ed up but now thats all in the past Cause everything could be gone in a flash So watch me pave the way and have a team of leaders follow my path And I bet my teachers couldn't name a day they saw me in cla** f** around, and have me speak to your students, watch all of them pa** You ain't succeed till you fall on your a** Cause sh**, we fell way too many times to count, now all of us laugh But they say men cry too Every teardrop from my eye, I ask myself, what have you done good for besides you? Im still a kid so I still make mistakes I just wanna live, before the good times fade away now Before the good times fade away now [Verse 2] And where is everyone I used call my friend? I've been so lost inside myself, I guess I lost my touch within' I mean, I don't blame them, I got too much on my mind Trust issues from the past, but I wish I could press rewind And take it all back f** rap, f** the media, f** the news, the internet, and all these f**in' lies they feeding ya' f** apologies, cause everything I did, it happened for a purpose And f** em if they ever said you worthless So, f** my anxiety, f** my depression I just can't figure out the reason why the f** I've been stressin' And f** trying to love someone who just dont seem to love you back Cause we all deserve someone to be there when we feel trapped Or lost and confused, we all got something to prove But I just can't stand the thought of losing someone like you f** stressing on the people that put you down for no reason f** the ones who said they didn't believe in everything that you said you would do And now that its done, they start to come running f** drinking to the point that you feel nothing f** the rumors, f** the gossip, dog, f** they a**umptions f** the ones that said they had your back when they knew they was frontin And f** every doubt that they had against you They was clowin on you, you thought they was clowin with you But it's all good sh**, I guess it's all a part of his plan Cause everything they said I'd never be, is all that I am Yours Truly [Outro] Dear lord, please bless us with the strength to make it through these hard times and when we can't find our way, please let your light be our guidance, and if anyone shall be looking down on another person may, they only be our loved ones looking down on us from the heavens and may you bless us with the courage to be ourselves rather then fool ourselves the start of a new legacy, in Jesus name I pray, Amen