Anthony Carter - My insanity lyrics

(Verse 1 Tayler Young) If i was just as saine the rest of you little robots Then i prefer to be shot,Induce me with the pain Shoot venom in my veins,cause you don't know my story No,you don't know my story There's really nothing for me So in the end is glory... A stranger to the one who raised us,Nameless to the one who named us Nothing seems to matter,I'm only getting sadder and sadder Cause I'm not even sure what i'm after.. I know my life is a disaster and i better straighten it out and stand tall or i'll fall A Victim of getting caught. Usually i'm thankin God and i'll be glad for life But you wouldn't understand unless you had my life… Where i've been, what i've seen… your nightmares,my good dream And your love is what i need.. I'm in the struggle looking to fight For the right to be more than just alright… And i'm looking for more light So i can see what they got in store for my life Please don't walk away I want you to hear what i gotta say I never had anyone ever there for me If you would listen to me instead of calling me names I would explain why i'm shaking and i'm going insane… (Hook 2x Anthony Carter,Tayler Young Robert Yager) Down here... This is the only life that we know Down here... We tell 'em everywhere that we go Down here… You know we bring the darkness to life Down here… (Verse 2 Robert Yager) I need you to be strong for me say your prayer everyday in my memory I'm sure it's helping me to earn my feathers;to get some wings And even though i'm gone and outta sight Never worry about me i'm alright… This isn't a road to a bottomless pit of my soul Becoming half of the better damaged while Some call it sick,deranged ,insane… And sometimes i prefer it Rather than that to be just labeled this plain And play like some disfigured chess piece in life's corrupted game Feel the sorrow life reached and so,accepting youth still wanting to grow and just let go But the grips from the fingertips of insanity's overbearing hold feels airtight as if i need the jaws of life to come and cut me out of the darkness in an effort to shed light… From the subject to the public the world can live without me I still feel blessed inside to speak my mind and hope they will never doubt me… (Ending Hook 2X Ending Fade Anthony Carter,Tayler Young,Robert Yager) {​​​I cannot - Get ahold of myself… Just cannot - Get ahold of myself… I cannot - Get ahold of myself…...|: