ANTHM - Run To lyrics

[Intro: ANTHM] All I'm thinking bout is how I'm going to spend my life And I know one day they'll blow the trumpets and they'll end my life (2x) f** it, f** it I know I'm dolo in this world My happiness is all that I'm controlling in this world (2x) And I know one day they'll blow the trumpets and they'll end my life (2x) [Verse 1] Inside of my mind you'll find a cemetery Some hopes have died no they won't survive Close by them tombstones multiply No lie, used to pray for results from the Most High Left my throat dry until I wrote my condolences Rest in peace to my optimism Thoughts have risen out my dome like they were locked in prison Tasting the apple, breaking the shackle Like Jacob I grapple with angels while escaping the chapel I used to study my hymns, buddy buddy with friends Till I got bloodied now I've muddied my Timbs Blazing trail A doubting Thomas, in a world so dishonest I predict a broken promise like I'm Nostradamus Wish I stop it, tears drop and they deposit in my goblet Turn to champagne when I survive it I got composure, whether or not there's closure I'm closer to finding peace in my life When all it shows you is you all alone [Verse 2] Smoke in my lungs got them expanding like some hammer pants While I contemplate the notion of fate versus random chance They want me walking by faith but if I can't advance I rather lay down on a stretcher in an ambulance Some people search for true love and use it as a crutch It never mattered much ‘cause frankly I would rather touch My peace of mind And if you asking me I'm sitting at capacity rapidly trying to bring that sh** back to me I'm just a traveler lost, my horse and saddle I toss Reaching the river then I paddle across This is not fantasy, it's not God's planning This is not what pops handed me I dropped from my family tree trying to be free I an*lyze the globe No trace of royal blood but I still fantasize the robe I maximize all that I got I hope I'm working it right Nothing's certain but I'm certain it's life, alright